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It's like falling backwards into your mother's arms.

Life is how is is, not how it was.
Trapped in childhood
(I don't really touch anything on my profile. I view it kind of as a mini time capsule, so some of these interests and etc don't really apply to me as an "adult". Just thought I'd pop in and state this, since some of it is decidedly embarrassing)

Life is so much more vibrant inside of my head.

I can't paint, draw, or impress you with something so visually appealing;

it takes a true artist to expose the colors in their mind
through nothing but letters, blacks, and whites.

All in all, I'd like to think of myself as a writer. I
would have nothing without my creativity and words and ever-changing emotions.
The only thing i've ever know how to do was to feel everything
and i refuse to change that for anyone.

(When i'm not busy trying to disappear,
my main goal is to be the center of attention.
What, you didn't know?)

"You become. It takes a long time. That's why it doesn't happen often to people who break easily,
or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real,
most of your hair has been loved off,
and your eyes drop out and you get loose in your joints and very shabby. But these things don't matter at all,
because once you are Real you can't be ugly, except to people who don't understand."
-Margery Williams, The Velveteen Rabbit

chew on this.

just say NO to UGG boots.
click and learn why.

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